you think i know what i am writing about ?

i almost fix it the other day, it connected back, it was all over again.

i see, i feel, everything is just under my control.

but it did not last for long.

then it disconnected, then i fall back.

i could not ask for more.

who ask you to live wrongly, who ask you to keep whining and keep destroying yourself?

chances for you to fix it has come, nature + nurture.

new resolution.

1 last shot ?

but then i don't understand what you are doing here ? you don't enjoy it, you know you can't get anything out of it, then why are you still here ?

maybe only you know. hahahahahhahahahahahha *tears rolling down*