Monday, February 1, 2010

fear

it is like a vacuum inside of me, that sucks me in from within.

like my soul is going to abandon me, yet for another time.

it is something I've experienced before, a fear accompanied by bad omen.

like a good good thing is going to be taken away from me,

something that could make me cry all night,

somehow i don't understand why,

but don't question me, i am not superstitious.

i just don't wanna lose it.

i was unable to transcend the fear when i was young,

now i have slightly a better chance,

but all i want is not to transcend,

but a chance that light will shine upon it and make it all bright and warm inside,

a chance that everybody deserves.

YOU-KNOW-WHO, I HAVE BEEN GOOD FOR THE PASSED FEW TIMES,

AND I PROMISE TO BE GOOD FOR THE NEXT FEW TIMES,

CAN I BE GIVEN THAT ?

i just wanna tell you, you can not beat me, i have been beaten far too many times, and i have nothing to lose.

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penghutang said...

ok i'll pay up. dude. perlu ke drama sampai macam tu

crocodile loan company said...

hahahhahaha, not really a drama, but this actually happened to me, but now it is gone, totally gone.

i just realized i have weird feelings bout something.

u better pay up, my ambition is to become a debt collector.

penghutang said...

uh huh i believe you :) bila mau kutip hutang??