i have a devil voice

yes i want to tell you something, that i have a devil's voice, i not sure how to explain it to you, but it sounds like a ghost's voice, and also the WWE wrestler's voice, something like this.

"UUHHHHHH !!!!!ARGgggghhhhhhhhhh !!!!!errerhhhhHHHHhhERHHhHHH aaaaAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!" -> now you get it.

so there is this Christian group are planing for a Malam Kesempurnaan Krismas or MKK for short( the name tells you why there are more girls than guys in the group, like a lot more than boys.) and they want to have a drama that involves angel and devil and goody goody girl and a bad girl. where do i fit in ? The devil's voice.

yes the background voice, i think it will be very fun, i think i have watch enough cartoons to have ideas of the voices, i think i could help them a little bit, i think they will be fun to be with, and i was right. very right.

doing the vocal is cool, a bit tiring to the throat but no big deal, i realized that i cant pronounce certain words properly in bahasa, i pronounce "r" as "l", cemburu becomes cembulu, rahsia becomes er...."russia" i think. i got it from my mother. i think.

the reward i get for helping out a little bit is meeting a lot and a lot of friends. a few who has treated me very very nice though it is only a recent encounter. a few interesting people who i wish to know more. the debaters came on the night and laugh at people. being treated as a sister, learn a few new words from the Rungus clan. helping to paste posters around UKM in the most outstanding way. learning to fold love shape and stuff. and i witnessed how they prayed which i think is cool.

i learn a lot bout human relationships on that night.like seeing your close friends interacting with their close friends.

then we had supper, 1st supper with the perkeb people. totally strange, i think i sat on the wrong place. let me tell you why.

on my right, there is this girl name Joy who was playing a game called "gambar siapa yang saya ambil?". she will randomly take picture with her fingers and ask you whose pic she took. She played it for like 40 minutes and nobody got it. and she continue to do "kichik kichik kichik kichik kichik" the camera's sound to you and ask the same questions over and over again.

on my left they are not playing a game less stranger, a girl asked "berapakah jumlah 100+28?" and if you answered 128 she will say wrong, the answer is 3. "mengapa?", "kerana donut itu bulat." i dunno what it supposes to mean and how they calculate it, but they played for like 40 minutes. again, another 40 minutes.

then in front of me there is this guy wo aspired to be a stand up comedian and he will tell you his homemade joke like "bagaimana mau buat teh tarik?" then he will blow the bubble into your tea and "tarik" the tea ON the table and tell you this is how they make teh tarik and all his fans will laugh.

i was stuck in the middle, right in the middle of the 3 groups. brain tired unable to process anything, even a small joke i cant catch. and voice tired after spending all energy for the devil's voice, can't even shout back. so i just sit there without any expression for 1 hour.

awesome, strange, funny, inspiring, tiring, romantic, hungry, humid, thankful, lucky, blur, nervous, emotional, powerful, lovely, entertained and friendly. so many adjectives happen in a day.

thanks Joy for inviting, and pull me in when i was at the balcony. thanks for showing so much care for me.

thanks Nernny and Veron for their exceptional work on this, and bearing with my never punctual behavior.

thanks Priscilla and Kelip-Kelip for loving each other and make the performance enjoyable for all.

thanks Rachel for reminding me when it is my turn, and being very friendly to me as a new friend.

thanks beatrice for her funny message that reminds me of who i really am!!!!

so many people to thank i cant finish thanking them so i just ignore they all laaaaa............boring.

back to my normal mode (laid back, ungrateful, carefree, discriminatory, destructive, irritating, vain, male chauvinist, lost) again. :)

things can only get better between us.