1.1.11

I believe in every first day of the years, our senses are more alive than usual.

The reason being we know this is a new year, the first day of a year, things are gonna be very different from last year, we don't know what are the differences but we want to know them, therefore our senses are more alive to try to pick up clues from the universe.

or the indication of how your year will likely be.

clues could be everywhere, like a person you run into, a conversation you engaged in, how others are treating you, a picture you glanced at, a rhythm you catch and so on so forth.

Some people stay awake to countdown because they don't want to miss the moment when the old year steps into the new year.

they want to feel the difference of the year. right at the moment.

like others, i was picking up clues without realizing i was picking up clues.

my mum was driving me back home, we were talking in the car, a scenario that happens thousands of times in my lifetime, the radio was on, a song came back.



It was 1993.

Suddenly i was transported back in time when i was 8 or 9, when my mum was young, i was a happy boy, she was proud of me and when we used to talk everything.

Everybody was so alive back then, my parents, my grandparents, my uncle, my aunt, my brothers and myself, it flashes back to me in a glance. I saw them. All laughed.

It was before i decided to rebel.

This year will be used to repay part of it to them, to make them happy again, and to work on myself.

helen hoffner - summer of love

Happy new year to you, i wish that what you want will be yours this year, so wish for something really good.

This is going to be a very entertaining year.